This Emptiness

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I would take a nap

If I didn’t get 9 hours of sleep

I try to relax

But I must’ve been born without that gene

I’d have another cup

If I thought that would do the trick

But I’ve been through this enough

To know that won’t take me out of this

 

I wish I knew what was doing this to me

I wish that there was something out of place

But it seems I’ve got all that I need

Save a reason I should feel this way

 

It’s not fitness because I exercise

It’s not nutrition, believe me I’ve tried

I’m a musician, this should be my shit

So what’s with this emptiness?

It’s not savings 'cause I do well at work

I’m not dating but that would make it worse

I’m just craving to rest assured

That I get out this emptiness

This emptiness

This emptiness

This emptiness

This emptiness

 

If I did drugs

I’d have a clear way to move back up

My parents are in love

Otherwise I could blame it on how I grew up

I’ve tried every diet ever

Hoping that one would take me to the top

But I never feel better

I only feel worse once I stop

 

God only knows what kind of person I am 

To be complaining about something like this

But what’s a boy to do when he’s feeling sad

Yet everything in life is perfect?

 

It’s not fitness because I exercise

It’s not nutrition, believe me I’ve tried

I’m a musician, this should be my shit

So what’s with this emptiness?

It’s not savings 'cause I do well at work

I’m not dating but that would make it worse

I’m just craving to rest assured

That I get out this emptiness

This emptiness

This emptiness

This emptiness

This emptiness

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